what have i done today,

i've cried.

i've hurried up.

i missed zao.

i prayed.

i ate apple-plum jem.

i've drank tea instead of water.

than, i've cried again.

i lost my heart.

i've participated to a conference about the 10 most important challenges of the century ( with a german teacher).

1. poverty. relative poverty and absolute poverty.

2. the food security. the food insecurity.

3. education. lack of education. one bilion people in the whole world don't know how to read or write. (i feel blessed)

4. health. basic care. 8 milions people per year die on diseases that can be treatable.

5. the general issue. around the world we are lacking a proximity of one hundred milion women. they are the key to positive development. (thank God i'm a woman). if a woman learns something, she will do it and she will pass to her children. which is crucial.

6. HIV/ AIDS. 60 milions people (worldwide) are infected with AIDS. 3 milions per year are being infected.

7. armed conflicts.

8. globalisation. (is creating loosers and winners)

9. climate changes.

10. last but not least. the LOST OF VALUES. vision without a task is just a dream. a task without vision is just hard work. in order to make the world a better place we should have visions and tasks too.

i've listened to vama veche's songs, especially one that i've always considered kind of "our song".

i thought a lot about you.

i ate lettuce with oranges while i was crying and listening to coldplay's songs.

i've understood that i cannot develop you. you have to develop yourself.

i was very confused about you accepting my help or not.

i felt disarmed. and still do.

i've talked on the phone with a great writer.

i've drank a glass of coke.

i've permanently asked myself if is there anybody out there who is lost and hurt and lonely too.

i finally accepted that we have to have enough for our mind and soul in order to be able to share.

i've loved you more than ever and you didn't know that..