lights on, lights off.

i would like you to turn the lights off for me.. or to keep the lights on for me.. i'd like to go to sleep.

she told me that i'm human. and i am acting like this just because i have a heart inside of me. i should stop blaming myself.

and i know all these things so well..

i think that our greatest weakness lies in giving up. at some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don’t keep other people out. They fence us in. Life is messy. That’s how we’re made. So, we can waste our lives drawing lines. Or we can live our lives crossing them.

Pain? we just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, we just breath deep and wait for it to subside.

so i am still sleeping with the light on..